First of all, thanks to Drew and Stephan for letting me stay with them while I was visiting. It was so much fun to see a completely different campus than what I am used to here at home. My Fall Break was pretty sweet.

But at home now, i feel pretty lonely, my bud Jeff and I, who are both commuters talk about how different college is for us. We don't live on campus...that sucks for us. We both have nada close friends in STL. We are both really lonely and kinda down about it all right now. We both are trying really hard to make the best of it but maybe we just havn't found our grove yet. I am sitting in the library, studing, working problems, and gernerally just playing on the internet cause i don't have a room to go chill in. It makes me kinda sad, and i worry that college is gonna pass me up. I go out, i have gone to parties but somethng is missing.
I have to keep myself busy all the time to forget that I don't know where i fit right now. I have been thinking about Purdue alot lately and wonder if maybe i should be trying to transfer there, but maybe that would make it worse...who knows, everything always seems to work out, i guess.
Wishing it could all work out now,
~Erin
P.S.-if any of my buds at Mizzou want to see how freakishly small my school is give me a buzz when you are in town...we are talking 950 students total!

2004-11-20 - Whew! almost to Thanksgiving!
2004-10-24 - WARNING: I am really fucking sad right now...this is not gonna be interesting to anyone
2004-10-13 - Midterm Blues
2004-09-16 - what? nothing to even read??
2004-09-03 - Crash